It has been a long time since I have blogged!!!
I am currently on summer vacation... and I decided to continue another year working at Showalter Middle School in Tukwila, WA. Now that I am on break and I have had time to reflect on my first year teaching... here are some learnings/musings:
+ My students and I are resilient.
+ They are kids! They will react according to their emotions.
+ I do NOT have to grade everything.
+ Be myself.
+ Be firm, and loving.
+ Be consistent.
+ Be honest in a creative way.
+ Be ahead of the "game."
+ Hold them to high expectations.
+ State the behavior I want and give them choices when the behavior they choose isn't working.
I definitely was going to call it quits in January. I was ready to pack up and move back abroad. I was exhausted and at my wits end of being a teacher in the public school system. BUT something clicked. Something changed. I was putting too much pressure on myself to be the "perfect" teacher as a FIRST YEAR PUBLIC SCHOOL TEACHER. I finally gave myself permission to make mistakes, and to be a learner as well. I've always been the type of person with a growth mindset, but at times... I do find myself caught up in a fixed mindset. How could I expect my students to make mistakes and learn if I myself was not willing to do the same?
I am looking forward to year 2. As Miss Frizzle from the Magic School Bus would say, "Take chances, make mistakes, get messy!" AND I intend to do so with year 2.